well, i totally overheated while trying to enjoy a baseball game in the bleachers the other day. but you know what? i loved every moment of it, seeing how we dont get that many hot days in SF/Bay area. when i couldnt bear it any longer though, cw would kindly take a walk around the park with me and found a nice little shaded area on the cable car up top, only problem was the wee little ones would ring the bell a gazillion times IN MY EAR. im surprised i still have an eardrum.

however, i was on the verge of tears when upon entering the stadium, they were giving away baseball bat sets to the kids. i felt i had every right to get in on this freebie action. the woman says to me with a very stern look - i dont think so, are you 14 years old? im like no, but i will have a fourteen year old in about 14 years, while rubbing my belly. she looked at me again and didnt waiver. i clearly didnt look pregnant enough. and literally when i walked away, i wanted to cry. pregnancy hormones will do that to you (thank god it doesnt happen too often for me). and i was pissed. oh and afterwards when we headed home on bart, i saw this couple with a bat - and i was like i dont see any kids. i grabbed cw and said - see how come they get one, they dont have any kids. and cw looks at them a bit and comes back and motions with his hands to his belly - shes pregnant. WHAT THE FUCK!? I WAS IRATE, almost. and then i wanted to cry again. so not fair - to which cw chimes in - yeah, well life isnt always.

from now on, i will wear clothing that displays my most prominent feature - (breasts and) my belly. yes i am fucking pregnant and you better give me what i want NOW, or else. don't make me bust out the tears man, cause ill do it.