well, i had this whole thing about my fears (of not having a job when my maternity leave is over) written up all beautifully (ok, maybe not all that beautiful) but then it was erased when i added the pictures...and now raima is crying and so no time to rewrite it (ugh, how annoying) im sure you guys are fine with just the pictures but grrr..it really helped me to write it out and put it all out there..and to see what you guys would think, am i being irrational? ugh, oh well..